I can’t get over how beautiful and refreshing this green is. the cool morning air is cleansing my mind.
I love this moment.
Where was I all along? Why did I not see this even though I was looking at it all the time? Ah at least I am now. At least I’m here now.
I now walk past the wildflowers on the side of the track. I am reminded of a certain pledge. ‘I’ll always be one of you. I’ll never be anything else. Even if they offer me all the glamour and the exquisite things of the world, I will be one of you, free and untamed.’
All I want is freedom. Freedom to be as I am, freedom to feel and desire without hesitance or shame. Freedom to do things as I see fit even if it turns out to be a mistake in hindsight. It’s not about what transpires. It’s more about how we did the things we did, with what mindset and heart we committed ourselves.

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