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No wasted efforts
I was utterly disappointed. I did not have enough time to go through everything I had prepared. I put a lot of effort into some things that were not even used. I didn’t want to go home and sulk about it. So I came home, put my heavy bag down and headed out to the…
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cinema at night
Apparently, it is the 10-year anniversary of La La Land this year. I can’t believe it. I remember watching it in uni (when I say uni, it always means pharmacy school, because that’s the real uni to me, the one you went to for the first time) in 2017 when I was a third-year. I…
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I hesitate
I don’t know if I am wanting to do this for myself or for you. I so want it to be for you, but I just cannot be sure that my motivations aren’t selfish or futile. I can’t trust myself. So I hesitate. I go back and forth. So many times, I set out to…
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All of a Sudden (2026)
공식 줄거리 Two scholars exchange letters about chance and risk. As the philosopher falls ill, their academic correspondence evolves into intimate discussions about mortality and a deeper connection forms between them. 느낀점 Mari와 Marie-lou 는 아예 다른 두 사람 같으나 사실은 같은 사람이었던 것 같다. 그들의 이름이 말해 주듯. Marie-lou는 Mari의 연극을 보고 깊은 감명을…
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Why Lord?
Why do you ask the impossible of mortal beings, Lord? You know we are but dust, grass that is here and in the next, withers. You turn and look straight at me as you did your servant Peter. I’m lost for words, both at my own heart’s conduct and Yours. Why would you, Lord? I…
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On a night I planned to flee
No matter how hard I try, no matter how much I fool myself, I seem to be incapable of coming to You without being a mercenary. Even when I grasp the wonderful Truth and see its blinding and magnificent glory, it flees me like a lightning and eludes me. Even as I realise that You…
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I can’t. But you can
I can’t do any of those things unless You help me. I am absolutely wretched and afflicted. But I do also know this. I do know that You will help me. So when it matters the most, I will be able to see it through. So I can, and I will, even though everything I…
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여름은 내게 위험한 계절
저는 여름만 되면 당신을 떠나고 싶어요. 풍성해지는 초록색 수풀들처럼 제 마음에도 여러가지것들이 꿈틀거리며 스멀스멀 올라오거든요. 점점 따듯해지는 공기를 맞딱드릴때 마다 같은 온도의 공기 마시며 보냈던 여름밤들의 추억들, 얼굴들, 설레임들이 연기처럼 떠올라요. 꽁꽁 얼어붙은 마음이 시려워서 주님께 가까이 다가 갔는데 날이 따듯해지니 살아 움직이는 제 마음대로 살고 싶어져요.. 보고싶으면 보고싶다 말하고, 만나고 싶으면 만나고…그러고 싶은데 어쩌죠?…
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In passing
Grazing on unseasoned, sauceless salad like a psychopath … Grazing on unseasoned, sauceless salad like a psychopath. It’s just such a shame. Screaming without making a sound. That’s about all the courage I can muster up. 당신이 조용해서 좋아요. 힘이 안들어간 눈빛이 좋아요. 나는 그런 당신이 궁금해서 뚫어져라 눈을 부릅뜨고 쳐다보곤 하죠. 나는 이제 다시…
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A fool
You make me want to be a fool. An absolute fool.
