Day 4

A glance and a half. Was it all for nothing?

Don’t you know that everything I write or say is directed at you even if you never read what I write or hear what I say?

I pity myself sometimes. For the condition I put myself under.

I want to stop, I’m going to stop. I will try. I will try. That’s what I’m best at. Trying and trying and trying until I bleed. I will try.