mon ami, mon amour

Despite all of my shortcomings, regrets and the rest of such things, I couldn’t shake off the intense feeling that God, you actually not only love me, but like me. This shocks me. You like to see what I do and you want to know how I will go about doing those things and you’d like to know what I think. You want to hear the way I say things, you want to be close to me because you actually like me. I’m in awe. You too are very likeable, mysterious, witty and unpredictable in the most wonderful way. I don’t want to conform to the norms of this world. I don’t want to fit in. I want to live a free life, as humanly as possible. Like the wind as I always say. I will die one day. Life is indeed very short. I want to be free. And free I will be when I am bound by you.