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Like a wildflower
I can’t get over how beautiful and refreshing this green is. the cool morning air is cleansing my mind. I love this moment. Where was I all along? Why did I not see this even though I was looking at it all the time? Ah at least I am now. At least I’m here now.…
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closer
I don’t know everything and I can’t know everything but I don’t have to know everything to make the right decisions The heart is so deceptive. Sometimes the idea of something is more appealing to us than its actualisation. Or we might even be very aware of the fact that we don’t want the idea…
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ennui, you bastard
I hate you. You make me do foolish things. You expose my deepest self. I’m afraid it’s not what I wanted to see. There was nothing there after all. I was lost. Long gone. Nothing was there. I cry tears but they have no taste. Ennui you bastard, I blame it on you
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The bleeding feet
I was afraid of the sudden prospect that came upon me. The thought of having to walk until my feet is bloody. Having searched so hard, and been unsuccessful, dragging my bloody feet on the ground with a hole in my heart. When you give your heart, you open yourself up to pain. Each time,…
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(the only) One of a kind
I am convinced there is only one of me in this world. None like me. This applies to anyone. There has never been and will never be anyone like you in the entire history of the universe. If you die today, the earth will still spin, the sun will rise and people will go about…
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Diary Entry from December of 2017 in Akaora
Messege From Author, 5 Dec 23 This was a diary entry from 5 years ago when I was 22. I have a whole lot of them. I lived in a small but beautiful, actually a magical harbour town called Akaroa, located at the Banks Peninsula in the South Island for about 2 months, when I…
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감사를 올립니다
거친 파도가 마음속에서 요동치나, 저의 작은 돛단배가 전복되지 않게 하소서. 물결이 잔잔하다는 거짓말은 하지 않겠습니다. 파도가 높아 앞이 보이지 않을때에도, 선한 바람결이 저의 안내자가 되게 하소서. 파도가 저를 유혹하지만, 당장이라도 뛰어들고 싶지만, 당신께서 저에게 기회를 주시고, 가장 좋은 곳에 저를 놓으시니 감사를 올립니다. 당신 곁에서 멀리 떨어지게 하는 것들을 붙잡고 싶지만, 그럴 수도 있지만, 당신을…
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a million flowers
To bloom a million flowers, He says I must give and give and give without holding back. My simple but grand mission. My humble but high mission. All else is nothing. All else is rubbish. I don’t want to forget. I don’t want to forget and live a meaningless life. I want to see those…
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stop being dramatic
just get on with it. it doesn’t matter what happens. I know what matters will prevail. In that way, I am blessed. My expectations have no power. Hard work, has some power, but not ultimate. Ultimate power lies elsewhere. That is the reality I have chosen. get on with it. just live. just do the…
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J’étais malade!
Part I When I was sick, a basic need, a physical need, was unfulfilled. All the extra things, the unnecessary but good things, were out of sight. All I wanted was for my body to stop aching. At the same time, the things I had overlooked on a normal day became dearer to my heart:…
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