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Runner
I love running. I love running to places. I love getting there and I love the process of getting there. I feel my muscles contracting, my lungs filling and emptying, my heart beating so fast. I know where I want to be. And so I run whether I am a gazelle or a lion. I…
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I know already
I already know what it will be like. I will look back and miss the most simple moments. I will work so hard just so I can have those moments back. When time was on my side, I maybe didn’t look close enough, intently enough at what was in my hand. I know later on,…
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never stop
Self-sufficiency comes before helping others. Competence is a second requirement. So it’s not selfish to focus on yourself first. In the long run, self improvement is altruism at its best.
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Like a wildflower
I can’t get over how beautiful and refreshing this green is. the cool morning air is cleansing my mind. I love this moment. Where was I all along? Why did I not see this even though I was looking at it all the time? Ah at least I am now. At least I’m here now.…
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closer
I don’t know everything and I can’t know everything but I don’t have to know everything to make the right decisions The heart is so deceptive. Sometimes the idea of something is more appealing to us than its actualisation. Or we might even be very aware of the fact that we don’t want the idea…
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ennui, you bastard
I hate you. You make me do foolish things. You expose my deepest self. I’m afraid it’s not what I wanted to see. There was nothing there after all. I was lost. Long gone. Nothing was there. I cry tears but they have no taste. Ennui you bastard, I blame it on you
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The bleeding feet
I was afraid of the sudden prospect that came upon me. The thought of having to walk until my feet is bloody. Having searched so hard, and been unsuccessful, dragging my bloody feet on the ground with a hole in my heart. When you give your heart, you open yourself up to pain. Each time,…
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(the only) One of a kind
I am convinced there is only one of me in this world. None like me. This applies to anyone. There has never been and will never be anyone like you in the entire history of the universe. If you die today, the earth will still spin, the sun will rise and people will go about…
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Diary Entry from December of 2017 in Akaora
Messege From Author, 5 Dec 23 This was a diary entry from 5 years ago when I was 22. I have a whole lot of them. I lived in a small but beautiful, actually, a magical harbour town called Akaroa, located on the Banks Peninsula in the South Island for about 2 months, when I…
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감사를 올립니다
거친 파도가 마음속에서 요동치나, 저의 작은 돛단배가 전복되지 않게 하소서. 물결이 잔잔하다는 거짓말은 하지 않겠습니다. 파도가 높아 앞이 보이지 않을때에도, 선한 바람결이 저의 안내자가 되게 하소서. 파도가 저를 유혹하지만, 당장이라도 뛰어들고 싶지만, 당신께서 저에게 기회를 주시고, 가장 좋은 곳에 저를 놓으시니 감사를 올립니다. 당신 곁에서 멀리 떨어지게 하는 것들을 붙잡고 싶지만, 그럴 수도 있지만, 당신을…