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  • (the only) One of a kind

    (the only) One of a kind

    I am convinced there is only one of me in this world. None like me. This applies to anyone. There has never been and will never be anyone like you in the entire history of the universe. If you die today, the earth will still spin, the sun will rise and people will go about…

  • Diary Entry from December of 2017 in Akaora

    Diary Entry from December of 2017 in Akaora

    Messege From Author, 5 Dec 23 This was a diary entry from 5 years ago when I was 22. I have a whole lot of them. I lived in a small but beautiful, actually a magical harbour town called Akaroa, located at the Banks Peninsula in the South Island for about 2 months, when I…

  • 감사를 올립니다

    감사를 올립니다

    거친 파도가 마음속에서 요동치나, 저의 작은 돛단배가 전복되지 않게 하소서. 물결이 잔잔하다는 거짓말은 하지 않겠습니다. 파도가 높아 앞이 보이지 않을때에도, 선한 바람결이 저의 안내자가 되게 하소서. 파도가 저를 유혹하지만, 당장이라도 뛰어들고 싶지만, 당신께서 저에게 기회를 주시고, 가장 좋은 곳에 저를 놓으시니 감사를 올립니다. 당신 곁에서 멀리 떨어지게 하는 것들을 붙잡고 싶지만, 그럴 수도 있지만, 당신을…

  • a million flowers

    a million flowers

    To bloom a million flowers, He says I must give and give and give without holding back. My simple but grand mission. My humble but high mission. All else is nothing. All else is rubbish. I don’t want to forget. I don’t want to forget and live a meaningless life. I want to see those…

  • stop being dramatic

    stop being dramatic

    just get on with it. it doesn’t matter what happens. I know what matters will prevail. In that way, I am blessed. My expectations have no power. Hard work, has some power, but not ultimate. Ultimate power lies elsewhere. That is the reality I have chosen. get on with it. just live. just do the…

  • J’étais malade!

    J’étais malade!

    Part I When I was sick, a basic need, a physical need, was unfulfilled. All the extra things, the unnecessary but good things, were out of sight. All I wanted was for my body to stop aching. At the same time, the things I had overlooked on a normal day became dearer to my heart:…

  • On D-day

    On D-day

    One and a half glasses of wine later, on one of the most (secretly) monumental days of my entire adult life. – unedited 15 hours later I wrap everything up, get the chores done, all prepped for another day, another week. I made sure not to deviate from my routine. I did exactly the same…

  • On objectification

    On objectification

    To objectify people is to dehumanise them. It is to over-emphasise their physicality and utility over the myriad of non-physical traits such as those regarding the mind, soul, virtues and spirituality, which give a person a certain sacredness unique to human beings. To objectify is to degrade, diminish or even desanctify a person from their…

  • Saturday, morning, coffee, contemplations

    Saturday, morning, coffee, contemplations

    When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)? When I was confident that my future self will do the things that needs to be done. Like I knew I had a lot to do but instead of worrying I trusted that I will get it done. Because I realised,…

  • Between philia and eros

    Between philia and eros

    I pretend not to look at you, and then I looked at you and then you looked at me and then we exchanged cheeky grins. I must have forgot about it during the day because I was busy. But it’s all coming to me now. I need to sleep and wake up early tomorrow but…