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Day 4
A glance and a half. Was it all for nothing? Don’t you know that everything I write or say is directed at you even if you never read what I write or hear what I say? I pity myself sometimes. For the condition I put myself under. I want to stop, I’m going to stop.…
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Day 3
I feel so sensitive to time passing lately. Like an exposed nerve ending, at every stimuli, I become hyper-aware of the passage of time. I sometimes think I’m the only one that loves. I wish that’s not true. I wish people would know how much I love them. I wish they love me back. But…
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Day 2
I guess I’m not a machine. I can’t just program myself to do things at certain times. You can’t just autopilot through your entire life. I definitely tried that. How harsh of me! I am so human (surprise, surprise). I get discouraged, I get jealous. I need pep talk, I need attention and tenderness from…
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bit of courage, (tiny)
I did something that kind of scared me today. But I decided last night that I would muster up the courage and do it. And I did it. I don’t think it went quite as well as I imagined, but I did promise myself that I would focus on the fact that I went for…
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Caffeinated thoughts of the early hours
The laws of the universe are as such that if you keep trying it is very difficult for you to not get good at something. Where you sow you will reap. The Lord will establish the work of my hands if I am earnest in my intent and seek him. I need not be perfect…
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Self, grace and kindness
To me, right now, being adept at self-expression is more important than preservation from negative estimation by my peers. I think it’s really important that I master this artistry of self-expression. To learn to do it gracefully and kindly to others and to myself. If I have something to say or something I want to…
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파도, 모래성
파도가 친다내 마음속에경이로운 건지폭풍같은 건지잘 모르겠다 일렁이는 파도가재미있는 것 같다가도이게 맞나 싶기도 하고 많은 사람들이 왔다 간다해변의 물결처럼물결이 스친 곳엔 흔적이 남는다 제 각기 다른 모양새의 곡선들이나의 모래성을 지나울타리를 깎고새로운 모래를 덧붙이고끝내, 나는 변화한다모래성은 매순간이위태하다그래도 나는 이 파도에내 성을 맡긴다나를 붕괴시킬지영광스럽게 할지알 수 없지만나는 이 해변이 좋다내가 선택한 이 해변 만약에 어쩌다 나의 성이흔적없게 되더라도,…
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It’s delicate
Surrounded by acquaintances, friends, family and love interests, and yet.. To the question ‘Why is it never enough?’ lies a futile answer. There is within me a secret chamber. It’s the source of all the vacuous feelings that often engulf me. I was vaguely aware of this in the past, now it is a resounding…
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Confession
God has so many ways of saying “I love you”. I didn’t know He sometimes says it through the warm sunny afternoon of a season half way between summer and autumn – gentle sunray and a cool breeze, leaves still green and refreshing but with hints of yellow and orange, or through the cozy warmth…
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Love is the greatest
1 Corinthians 13:1-7 If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If…
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